Unbearable Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically start with severe pain around one eye that lasts for three hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.

It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.

National guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people.

But consultant specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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